That's it exactly. For five years my motivation in fighting the war was not to defend my homeland, but rather to kill the person I believed to be responsible for my trauma.
[He pauses for a moment before saying more.]
It isn't something I'm proud of. I only traumatized myself further.
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Date: 2022-11-18 09:29 pm (UTC)That's it exactly. For five years my motivation in fighting the war was not to defend my homeland, but rather to kill the person I believed to be responsible for my trauma.
[He pauses for a moment before saying more.]
It isn't something I'm proud of. I only traumatized myself further.